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❛ The only person who will decide my path is me. NOBODY ELSE! ❜
This is a private & selective roleplay blog for Kai Hiwatari from Explosive Shoot Beyblade/Bakuten Shūto Beiburēdo by Takao Aoki. This blog derives from both manga & anime inspirations but is mainly headcanon based. This depiction of Kai Hiwatari will also follow Kai into his elder years past the ending of G Revolution & thus, this theme will have depictions of Smoking, Drinking, Coarse Language, Suggestive Dialogue, Violece and other NSFW themes. Please look to the rule page for more before deciding to follow.
Whats poppin in that peppermint 🍬🔴⚪️ pussy 🐱💦 u little snowhoe ❄️👅👀🎄 DICKCEMBER🎄 is here 🚨🍆🍒 and the only way to stay warm is to ride daddy's christmAss tree 🎄🍑✔️ all month long until his SAP comes out 🍻👅💦💯 but dont forget ❌❌ to lick off any syrup 👅🍯 from daddy's HARD candy cane 🍭😩 if u want to get RAWED 🚼🍆😩😏 under the mistleHOE 🌿 then send this to 2⃣5⃣ of your thickest elves 💁🙋🍒 if u get 0⃣ back 😔 then ur an UGLY GRINCH 😷😴 if u get back 1⃣0⃣😊 ur a BAD JINGLE BEL
[ for the death prompt. ] : he's not coping but he won't speak of it & he won't allow himself to mourn infront of others, nor during the service; the tears he sheds are found only in the solace of solitude, during the sleepless nights in which he thinks about the ways he could have prevented this. his friends try to reach out to him but he retaliates, he tells them that he can handle it on his own ; he feels lost in a way in which he has never felt before.
she doesn't believe it at first. he's always seemed so strong, so untouchable. nothing could hurt him, not even death. nothing was supposed to hurt him. she blames herself. soldier of death of rebirth and she couldn't even prepare herself for losing him. many nights she spends outside, on his lawn, in the very same place where they first met. she hopes he'll open the door and scold her for being silly enough to sit out there in the cold before inviting her inside. he never does. he never will.
Was the word he wanted to say; the word he wanted to INGRAIN within her mind & keep her wary—at arm’s length. There was truth in her statement though. Kai had never sought to HURT her. How could he? What reason did he have for him to splash her with words of ANGER? What reason did ANYONE have that were on the receiving end of his tongue lashing? Many did nothing; they were merely CASUALTIES. There was a chance that she too, either with or without his foresight, will become one too.
It would be best to shoo her away. End this NOW & spare her anything else. Kai did not trust himself ENOUGH to not revert back to bad habits. The need for them was no more. THERE WAS NO NEED TO HIDE HIMSELF ANYMORE. Grow. Learn. Do different. Such things that were easy for most seemed foreign for him.
BE DIFFERENT. DO DIFFERENT.
If only all of us can be so COMFORTABLE as to put permanence on such a statement. Ever. Nothing was perpetual; even LIFE came to an end. Its just a matter of when.
Oh look, there are people in the world BESIDES TAKAO & MANY OTHERS who have an affinity for dumb questions. Do dumb questions deserve dumb answers? Some might think so. He USUALLY thought so. Spare it now; save it for later—it might come in handy for something better. Breath remained STEADY—as did limbs. But eyes held reason no more to keep themselves closed. They shot open, taking in the mug of the person whoBOTHERED him.
❛ I don’t know. Maybe. You can try & check for a pulse if you like—but I can’t promise you’ll get that hand BACK if you touch me. ❜
He tried & somehowFAILED to push back the bark. Unnecessary. Completely unnecessary. Hands flat on the ground found the ABILITY to push his upper body to sit upright—not like he needed an outrageous amount of effort to do so. One hand gave a wave.
❛ Sorry. ❜ Eyes gave of a bit of a roll with the next response but not to be RUDE or make it seem as though the other was IMPOSING. It was more geared to his own slight inability to not jab at everything that did not ask for it. ❛ That was INFANTILE of me. ❜
